Targets of my hatred

Rage post in 5....4....3....2.....1....rage activated.

One of my many flaws, as some of my closest friends can tell you, is that I find it very easy to dislike people. The term 'hate' is probably a bit harsh. So I tend to reserve that for a small handful of people ;)

I try my best to suppress the trash talk. But sometimes my words just tend to escape me, despite my better judgement. Also, sometimes my conscience will be screaming at me mid-sentence, and I still continue. It's a problem...

I wasn't however born with the honesty gene where I can see no issue with openly divulging my problems with someone to their face. Unless of course they are openly an asshole lol.

Another problem I have is letting it go. I still hold a little bit (okay a lot) of distaste for some people I went to primary school with. And that was nearly 10 years ago! It is pretty intense.
If I am being honest with myself, quite a few of these people probably don't deserve the amount of negativity I throw their way. But hey, what's a girl to do?

If my natural response when I see their name or photo is anger, doesn't that mean this anger is in-built? It is no way superficial... I am not just a bitch. But my body actually physically responds to them...How can you get over something like that? So sick of people saying things like "you just need to get over it", because it is not as easy as that.

The reality is we all have people who just get on our nerves. No one is perfectly well tempered. I am sure Gandhi reserved a bit of hatred for some of the South Africans who gave him issues? I just happen to have a lower level of tolerance. Everyone is different.

I don't pretend to be perfect. I know some people out there have a problem with me. But why are people surprised when I show the same in return?
I genuinely think life would be extremely frustrating if we weren't allowed to express ourselves when it comes to assholes. If it is expected of me to like everyone, well, that just isn't going to happen.

In case you think you specifically are on my list? If you have to think about it you probably aren't lol. ;) My advice for those people who, like me, find it difficult to cope around certain people? Cut them out of your life. Delete them of facebook, and do your best to avoid them. It will make you happier. Unless of course they are family. You have to deal with that FOREVER hahaha.

Sorry that this was a bit of a rage post. Just felt like venting a bit. I hope you have a good, non-anger filled day and you don't have to deal with any assholes. xx

Total 'asshole' count: 3- I need a better vocabulary haha